A couple weeks ago, I turned 47 years old ~ where did the time go?

For a long while, I haven’t given personal updates or written many love notes to the collective

Mainly because I needed to retreat for a while, tend to my wounds, shame, doubts, and fears…

Then there comes a time when you’ve done so much healing work, amended and nourished the soil, tended the roots healthy & strong, that things are ready to bloom and be reborn again. I guess this is the work of Scorpio season. Not only the present one, but the ones past that have come to meet my present ~ and my presence….my presents… 

It’s time to rise & shine once again. 

And while I still carry so much grief & heaviness 

Of my ancestral lineages

Of those I’ve loved & lost

Of this dying world

And of this crumbling empire

There are those of us who are meant to use this compost to grow new things

To rise up and help usher in a new world

Those of us who have truly done the inner work and are ready to pave the new way

Not sure how this will all pan out

Or what it looks like

This may be the much needed work of our imaginations as Neptune makes its way into Aries next year for a long while, along with Saturn ~ 

What we once knew will be long gone, and we will be in a period of re~imagining & re-developing how we live

I suppose this is the work of the unknown, and how I am starting to trust it and lean in

It’s really fucking scary, but must be done

And so in all of this I realize that the final stage of “healing” is showing back up, allowing myself to be seen in all of my messiness, in my authenticity, and in my process

And truly from my heart

And my devotion to leave this world a better place than when I found it

Because that’s where the medicine lives, and that’s what’s meant to be shared

We only have so long to live on this earth, and every year that we gain is one that becomes luckier, as it’s truly a gift

It’s time to come out of the woods and the cave, and put my heart on the line

Because honestly I don’t think there’s much else to lose at this point

I only hope that those who choose to witness me, will glean some kind of inspiration, wisdom, healing, and empowerment ~ 

To not be afraid to integrate your own shadows, fully accept & embrace who you are, and go into the world to lead a heart led life

And perhaps it will catch fire

One of transmutation to the new world that is upon us

And birth the new way 

From our collective heart & imagination. 

Thanks for being here

My writings will be available on my blog ~ This is just the beginning https://evolvingheartwellness.com/evolving-heart-wellness-blog/

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